Today, at past eleven o'clock, I've ended an incredible thing. After more than 530 word pages, 130 chapters and 5 years of writing, the first volume of my yet-to-come fantasy trilogy is finished.
Oh, of course, there are yet so many mistakes to correct and chapters to read all over again, that I am still very far away from publishing. What's more, I do intend on making illustrations, some invented langage, and write the two next volumes (not including correction nor illustrations) before I publish this first volume - you never now, there might be some modifications.
So, the job is very far from being over! Even though I've been working on this project since I was 14, I still have many, many things to do, and I hope I won't die before I have ended this work. If you happen to know a medium I might possess as a spirit to continue writing, then, just let me know!!
But still, now, I'm feeling as if I'm more looking backwards. The main things I'll be focusing on for the times to come are behind! And I finally know where my first volume ends. But of course now I have to think, as always, of the events to come!! It is such a great adventure I've been living alongside with for the five past years. I love all my characters and worlds. They are all children of my imagination and heart.
The following program? I will think very closely of the upcoming scenario, while I make on some illustration and definitive correction for the first volume. I must also think of many elements about my own world and language. All this has to be settled.
Add to all of this that I have to study for my japanese licence and chinese lessons!! And I do intend on getting better marks at my next exam session. As for my Zelda fanfiction Under Gleaming Water... I need to gather again some more dreams to make it alive again. The problem is, I can't take care of it right now, I'm in a lack of time and spirit. I can't say I'm proud of this. This is right why I will not ever again start publishing things before it is totally ended. I'm feeling ashamed for leaving my Zelda fanfiction behind like this. : ( *sigh*
Another thing. I'm missing you, my friend EmberYami! I hope your connexion problems will soon be arranged and we can start talk to each other again. And also thank you to all my friends to make my life brighter! Thank you very much. Without you I'm just a heartless succubus. No joke, it's true!
See you soon everyone, I hope we'll share some more happiness soon \^^/ !